harps and kisses!

•Sunday, July 13, 2008•

random rantings

concert exactly one week away. ><

and i have this weird pain in my right hand which is probably due to practicing chromatic scales in thirds on the piano [note: NOT thirds apart]. because when i play my hand twists and turns into the weirdest positions. sigh i hope it will recover by next week otherwise i don't know HOW i'm going to lun for co concert. and huoba needs like so much lun-ning.

and i just found 6r ‘05’s blog! hmm never realised we had a blog o.0 and they mentioned me! haha like once, but that’s okay. and the reason why they mentioned me was cos of the apmops. oh well, at least i still am mentioned. so you know i’m a part of the class. i thought i’d probably be skated over or something.

i don’t care if you mention you hate me or something but i really really can’t stand it if i’m just totally ignored, cos then i feel like i’m not important enough even for you to take notice of anything i do despite the fact that you mention people all around me.

no don’t worry this is not going to be another emoooish post about how i’m ignored. because i know not everyone ignores me now (:

shall talk about yesterday. had to go for math...the teacher looks really old but he's really funny too and kept talking about weird stuff. XDD then i went off for co...late. i'm so sorry kelly and yunan. but the teacher wouldn't let me out.

we played tianshan! i like tianshan (: (: only zhenglaoshi went so super fast that i was feeling kind of breathless when i finished the 532321. unfortunately linghui in front of me was hitting on the yangqin with a lot of force and i couldn't hear myself play so i have absolutely no idea what my yin1 se4 was like. cos i tend to cliack-cliack-cliack [as yunan so eloquently puts it, haha] when i play fast bits.

oh well a yangqin is better than a suona blasting into my ear. no offence though.

molou was better! (: at least we were in time for the liuqin 'solo'. although it seemed kind of...uneven, i think it was because our dynamic changes were a bit too abrupt.

but all in all, not too bad this week tanbo! just continue to prac more and improve on the 感觉. especially our dear huobajie. cos sometimes huoba can really be good and sometimes it can be really terrible. ><

and yunan don't you ever dare say you suck again! if anyone sucks it's ME. as in seriously.

-shall prevent myself from getting emo-

okay, never mind me.

shall backtrack…friday! can’t really remember what happened on that day whoops. OH I KNOW. dear seniors came back. and i felt really nervous when i was playing because of the presence of ONE PARTICULAR SENIOR. [you know who you are.] until i messed up practically everything. and i couldn’t play with any emotions AT ALL. that’s what audiences can do to me, even if they’re not looking at me. it’s only worse if i know them. okay i’m officially going to die for concert. i have major stage fright. despite having gone for quite a number of concerts in my life. ><

thursday. miss lim dragged me off for ihg chess. seriously, i didn’t even want to go. i’m not even some important person in chess. why make me miss xiaozu when concert is so near? >< but i got off after one hour YAY. after one loss, one win and one agreed draw with denise. XD we were both feeling hungry and sleepy and the game was so boring i was yawning way in the opening.

anyway i managed to go for xiaozu at 4.30. and we pracced huoba for quite some time and [fortunately] my lun was okayish. i’m scared it won’t be good in concert. i hate the lun that sounds so stoned and dead. then after that dengqing and i stayed back and pracced for some time. and after a while we started whining. [which is pretty good therapy] thanks to dear junior leevoon for telling us funny stuff and cheering me up. (:

not going to go back any further.

but, happy birthday to celeste and jiahui. (:

1 week/7 days/168 hours/10080 minutes/604800 seconds.

and the strings were last plucked at
3:35 PM